So, There’s this boy…
& Even though we have to take a break right now because times are tough, i will love him no matter what happens. When i said forever i meant it. <3
Shit, Happens.
2011 was a very big year for me. So much shit happened, that shouldn’t have. I did some really stupid things. I put myself in some really shitty situations, that could have ended horribly. I attempted suicide, out of pure stupidity. In the past, I’ve taken life for granted. Never again. I’ve learned even when all hope is gone, Even when everything seems pointless…It will get better. Just when I thought I had nothing in this world, it got better. I’ve learned friends are capable of stabbing you in the back, before you even have time to turn around. Adding to that, I’ve learned it teaches you not to trust anyone. Not to let anyone too close. Not to ever show anyone who you really are, or how you really feel about anything. 90% of people don’t care & the other 10%, are simply curious. When it comes down to it, Anything you go through only makes you stronger & smarter as a person. I will admit i’m very naive & oblivious to the outside world, and what it holds. But I will also say, I’ve learned quite a few lessons that have shaped me as a person. i will never be one to be confident. I will always be that girl who looks in the mirror and points out every flaw i can find. I got to be that way, because of the hurtful words I’ve had thrown at me in the past. People don’t realize, that can hurt a person. It can change their self image & destroy any ounce of confidence they once had. Now, Thanks to those fuckers, even when people try to convince me otherwise, i will never be happy with myself. So thanks guys, You really knew how to ruin the confident girl i once was. & No, i’m not a desperate attention seeker. I just feel like i can be real on tumblr. I mean it’s a personal blog, isn’t that the whole point? Through everything, I’ve found out who i really am. I’ve found out how cruel this world can be, with both what people say & What people do. But the most important thing i’ve learned is, It will turn around somehow. When everything goes to hell, somehow it will pick back up again. & More then anything i’ve learned.. Shit, Happens.
KONY 2012
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